Missing comes in waves
Love turned to anger
Anger turns to love again
It’s a cycle I admit,
But until it rotates, I know there’s hope of something left.
The endings are deceptive
They tell you nothing about the beginnings we made
They don’t tell of every slipped conversation into reckless adulting
They don’t tell how we almost healed each other’s “something we didn’t break”
I keep going through every paragraph, every text
Every voice note,
Even last seen and last said
That could help me grasp
Reasons to what went wrong
And some night (which is most)
It’s just a pill to help sleep come along.
People say you seek closure you’ll never get
I say closure is for dysfunctional things
How do I break something that was never broken to begin with?
How could something so peaceful bring so much chaos it’s wake?
You said it would be hard but we should end it
Why are we opting for hard endings
When it’s so easy to be together with.
Did we take things for granted?
Did we take fate and twist it?
Was it just the calm before the storm
Or am I just cursed to never be happy
Or be but never for too long.
How could this be the end
This was never the plan
(Or was it for you?)
The unfairness of it dawns on me every day.
Silence must be louder than words
Because for the first time no-one’s talking
Yet the past screams into my ears
Things I could’ve, would’ve, should’ve said before.
Yet that rational voice whispers –
You cannot make people stay
When they don’t want to stay.
Somewhere only we know / Keane
Woow , i bookmark this to come and read again and again, to know i didn’t go through same alone many r thr